The Los Angeles Times Syndicate published a story of a commercial airline flight cancellation which resulted in a long line of travelers trying to get booked on another flight. One man in the line grew increasingly impatient with the slow-moving line. Suddenly, he pushed his way to the front and angrily demanded a first-class ticket on the next available flight. "I'm sorry," said the ticket agent, "but I'll have to first take care of the people who were ahead of you in the line." The irate man then pounded his fist on the ticket counter, saying, "Do you have any idea who I am?" Whereupon, the ticket agent picked up the public address microphone and said, "Attention please! There is a gentleman at the ticket counter who does not know who he is. If there is anyone in the airport who can identify him, please come to the counter." Hearing this, the man retreated, and the people waiting in line burst into applause.
Today's Gospel includes the Apostle Peter's answer to the question of Jesus' identity. "Who do you say that I am?" Jesus asks. "You are the Christ, the Son of the Living God," Peter answers (Mt. 16:15-16). Perhaps Peter did not at first realize the full significance of his own confession. Maybe it was only on the other side of Good Friday and Easter that Peter truly understood that Jesus is the Christ who has come to save us from sin, from bondage, from spiritual emptiness, and even from death itself. Jesus is the Christ -- the Anointed One -- who anoints us with the saving Grace of God.
Matthew's Gospel says: "From then on Jesus (the Messiah) started to indicate to His disciples that He must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly there at the hands of the elders and the chief priests, and the scribes, and to be put to death ..." (Mt. 16:21). For Jesus, going to Jerusalem meant suffering, rejection, anger, resentment, loneliness, betrayal, violence and ultimately death. And from here on through the life of Christ, we get this pictorial image of Him literally moving into His pain. He knows that if He goes to Jerusalem there will be pain and suffering, and He literally leans into it.
It is important for us to think about this because many of us are living what might be called a "pain- avoidance" style of life. The basic principal on which we operate is "Avoid pain at all costs." We fear pain, we run away from pain, we try to escape pain. The moment the first pain comes we reach for the aspirin bottle. Television, of course, has helped school us to do this. We've all seen the TV commercials with the two stomachs. In one of them, the Bufferin has already begun its journey to the brain and, in the other, the poor plain aspirin tablet isn't even half-dissolved. We're easy marks for that kind of commercial graphic because we've been conditioned to go for the fast one, the instant remedy for pain.
"Avoid the pain!" Sometimes that is good counsel, obviously. A class of ten-year-olds had been asked to write a little essay on "Care of the Teeth." One student wrote,
"1) See your dentist often, 2) Brush your teeth after every meal, 3) Watch out for shovels at the drinking fountain."
That's good advice: watch for those shoves which are going to inflict pain. But the trouble is, some of us spend so much time watching out for shoves that we are never able to drink deeply of the water of life.
I am not suggesting that we go out and look for pain. That is a form of sickness in itself. What I am suggesting is that in a full, rich, human life, some pain is absolutely unavoidable -- sometimes because of circumstances beyond our control and sometimes not. As it was with Jesus, often when we stand up for what is right and for what we believe in, we might well expect to suffer for it.
Jesus could have avoided the pain in Jerusalem. He was tempted to do that even until the last night of His life in Gethemane. Jesus struggled with the problem of pain. But because there was a higher truth, a higher value, a higher reality involved -- the Rule of God, the Kingdom of God -- He did not avoid the pain. It was unavoidable if He were to be true to what He was called to be and to do.
In today's Gospel, after Peter's confession of faith, Jesus orders His disciples not to tell anyone He is the Messiah, But why? The answer is that the people of His own time -- even His closest friends -- refused to accept Him as He really was. They had their own fixed notions about this. The Messiah was to be a warrior-king, a political leader who would restore national independence. He would lead them to glorious victory and reign over them as a triumphant king. They were unable as yet to grasp
the notion that Jesus was not that kind of Messiah at all; that He was the "Suffering Servant" whose ministry would lead Him into the pain of Gethsemane and Calvary and ignominious death on the Cross. Jesus had to endure the pain and the death so that through Him, God might reveal to the fullest His infinite love for us. And so Jesus moved into His pain; He went to Jerusalem.
This is the image the Gospel holds up to us as we reflect on the meaning not only of our own pain, but also the pain of others. We lean into our own pain to discover meaning. And our Christian ministry of service sensitizes us to the pain and suffering of others -- our wives and husbands, sons and daughters, mothers and fathers, our friends and neighbors, and strangers along the way.
Like most large newspapers, the Washington Post has a room filled with file folders which contain reference information on people from every walk of life. In each file, the famous person is identified by a notation about occupation or vocation, such as, "motion picture star" or "oil tycoon" or "social reformer." A visitor to the Washington Post offices reports looking up the file on Jesus Christ. In the folder, someone has identified Jesus with a single word: "martyr." That's not a bad answer to the question of who Jesus is, but neither is it the complete answer.
"Who do you say that I am?" Jesus asked, and Peter said, "You are the Christ, the Son of the living God." Peter answered very well that day, but he can't answer for you or for me today. Even within the community of the Church, there remains the necessity of a personal confession of faith. Each of us must make up our own mind about this Jesus.
